I want to have sex with someone I like and who likes me back

I haven’t had sex for a while and I am very tired of it! I want a big tall strong hot man who isn’t toxic masculinity and who’s also a feminist with a big dick to fuck me from the back and then turn my face to him and ask me if I like it… I want him to kiss and suck on my neck while he fucks me. I want him to fuck me and only me…. Fuuuuuck I’m so goddamn horny!!!! I want a bf who I can have amazing sex with on a regular basis! This masturbation shit ain’t cutting it anymore!