Guys Trip

My bf is going on not only one trip but 2 with his friends bc it’s our last year of school and everybody turns 18 so everybody is trying to live it up. I’ll be honest though I have a little anxiety this is my first relationship and my bf going on a trip like this, he’s first going to Amsterdam and he already told me they’ll be doing drugs and alcohol and that they want to get their friends and escort as a surprise or sum, and then they’ll go to a more resort place in Spain. And like idk😭 the fact that all his friends are single makes me uncomfy bc what is he gonna do when they all go and get themselves a girl or when his friends want to go to a strip club, which we both agreed we don’t do in our relationship. I trust the hell out of my man and I know he loves me to bits and he wouldn’t do something like that, but my brain is now filled with what ifs, like what if he drinks too much that he doesn’t remember stuff he’s done

Gosh I really need to relax 😢