Pregnancy #4

Hi everyone! *TW new pregnancy after miscarriage*

I had my first HCG beta today for pregnancy #4 (i had 3 miscarriages this year) and my levels were 57.9. I know i ovulated late in my cycle but i cant help but feel that I’m already doomed. When the nurse drew my blood today they commented on the scars on my arm from having my blood drawn every 48 hours for 2.5 months. This all feels like i do it for nothing

How did anyone have hope for their rainbow baby after multiple miscarriages? Im struggling so hard to not to break down and just ask the doctor to book a D&C date next month so everything isn’t drawn out like my last pregnancy :(

Any tips on how you were able to “survive” this stress would be appreciated!! Thank you for listening. ❤️❤️❤️