*Almost* 8 weeks postpartum…

I’m almost 8 weeks postpartum and I’m already thinking about trying for another baby within the year. Is this normal? I have a 2 year old and a 2 month old. Me and my husband want our third close in age to the oldest two as well…

I even had a very vivid dream last night that I got pregnant in April 2022 at 5 months postpartum! The dream was so vivid that I even knew the baby had implanted on the right side!

It doesn’t help that my husband doesn’t want to use condoms and I don’t want to put hormones back into my body by using birth control. It makes me feel awful! I even tried the copper iud and my body rejected it so that one is out.

I don’t even know the reason for this post anymore… just to get it off my chest I guess?