Does it get more easy and enjoyable?

I’m one week into EBF- does it get easier and/ more enjoyable? I love my little girl but feel all I am right now is a feeding machine 😩 of course my boobs are still settling from engorgement; one boob latch we are working on not being so painful— but besides that its just been hard to navigate as I feel I have a fast let down and choke her and then she just isn’t a very efficient nurser yet so it seems to take a long time and I have two older kiddos I feel like I’m not getting any time with. I quit with my second because of all this and have really wanted to make this work- especially with the antibodies it gives her during all of this heightened sickness. I got the stomach flu and kept nursing in hopes he kept her healthy 🤞I’m just feeling anxious and lonely 😞