8dp5dt-Little heart just breaking

Living in “indent/watermark city” I thought I was beginning to see the start of something at 6dpt but nothing 😔 lines haven’t got darker. Ive had a headache or two but last night and this morning just burning type cramping (if I’m being completely honest with myself)I wish I could talk myself into saying “it’s normal”. I have stage 4 endometriosis and have had my tubes removed and only got one embryo back out of the 2 that were tested. 💔 this was it for me.. right now, emotionally (and let’s face it, financially) I can’t put myself through another round. I know it’s not “too early” because I see plenty of people that have actual vfl, faint lines or at the same place I’m in on this day and they turn up negative come Beta day.. my beta day is tomorrow.. I just wanted to vent. I’ve been going through this alone and it just felt good to let out. 😭