What’s going on with me?

I can’t wait to get answers next week. I am 2 weeks late and have been getting positive tests (mostly at night and somewhat faint) since the 26th so for 9 days. My blood work is always negative. I am starting to get nauseous here and there and I’m really not feeling myself. My Dr said she wants to set up an ultrasound for next week after this weekends storm. This is the second time this has happened. I ended up in the ER in November to rule out ectopic and they said I was experiencing an early miscarriage/chemical. But, my blood work said that my hcg was under 3 every time. I bled for a bit and then got my period just before Christmas and it was normal. But, I haven’t had a period since. I’m wondering if I am going through a few things I googled or if I’m miraculously pregnant. Anyone ever experience this? Or someone you know?

To top it all off, my SO no longer wants children he’s decided. So we’re not speaking and are fighting as of last night and it’s just a long story. I doubt there’s a viable pregnancy, but if there is now I won’t know how to feel with his change of heart on the matter.

I’ve gotten faint positives on clear blue and first response. They are colored and appear in the time frame. I take a photo and discard them after. It’s the most bizarre thing. I feel pregnant, have a few symptoms, no period and I’m not myself. Add the positive hpts to the mix and the negative blood tests, it’s so confusing. Can’t wait for this ultrasound. If there’s no baby, there’s something definitely going on with me.