First ultrasound at 12 weeks

I know this is the standard in some places but I can't wait to see my baby. With my previous pregnancy, my doctor did a viability scan at 7 weeks but I can't see her anymore cause I lost my insurance. Im going to a little community center where prenatal care is a little bit more affordable since I have to pay. Definitely not the same but I guess thats what we got for now. Waiting 12 weeks this time feels like an eternity. Just needed to vent. Feeling kind of sad about it! I really like my previous doctor but It is what it is.