Is it over?

My tests have been faint positive and negative since I “found out” on 1/27/22. I did get two positive digitals, but they could have been faulty. Tonight I tested like I do every night (I test positive the most at night) got a faint positive first response. But my clear blues barely showed anything. My urine could have been very dilute as I had just used the bathroom probably 30mins earlier, but I just have this feeling. I don’t think this was a healthy/viable pregnancy. Blood work was neg on 2/3/22. Had an ultrasound on 2/8/22 and there was no sac or anything. 😔 I didn’t give up hope with the thought that I ovulated later possibly. My LMP started in 12/24/21 and I haven’t seen a speck of blood since.

The past two weeks I’ve had symptoms.

Nausea

Vomiting

Fatigue

Ravenous and putting salt on everything. Even where it doesn’t belong.

My lower stomach feels like it hard or tightening.

A few mild cramps

Very emotional

Headaches.

I mean am I one of those crazy people and I just thought I felt those things? I definitely over test, but it’s because I became obsessive with it.

I did read that since I’m very overweight, hcg may not show up easily. But, I think I’m

Done with false hope now. Somethings telling

Me to give up and move on.

I have bloodwork tomorrow to check all my hormone levels and hcg anyway.

They’ll all come back negative. I feel like I’m being really negative, but I’m done with the back and forth. It’s even taken a toll on my relationship.