Please help im completely lost

A long time ago I made a few posts abt this guy who was flirting with me well basically we started dating, this lasted for 3 months but I got scared and broke up with him reassuring him that I still liked him and in October we would get back together. We continued to flirt and hangout every weekend without anything happening and I believedhe was loosing feelings.

Last Friday he went drinking and got really drunk vomiting a couple times, I took care of him and took him to a friend's house until he was better. The next day I saw that he had called me 7 times and asked friends to call me a few more asking me to come to the party and a common friend told me he wouldn't stop talking abt me and that apparently I was the only person he actually wanted to be there, I was really confused because I thought he was getting over me.

The next day he had a hangover and we called and u could tell he was really tired because he was saying stuff he normally wouldn't. He jokingly started saying that he'd like it if I wore a skirt the next day as we where gonna hangout and to change the topic I said "oh but what if I have tentacle legs, you don't know" and his reply was "haha id still love you if you did" we had an awkward silence as we both realized what he had said and I just continued the convo.

Later that week I texted him asking about this and how confused I was because I thought he didn't like me and he said it was true and that he was in love with me and proceded to ask me to be his girlfriend again but I rejected him as I have no idea what I'm feeling and I didnt want to mess up.

Since then I cant stop thinking about him I dream of him so much and my feelings towards him are growing so fast. This Friday we hangout and he just lay his legs on mine and he held we held hands for an hour and just talked and laughed and it was amazing

I think I have commitment issues but I'm really starting to like him and he loves me and allways takes care of me hell he used to go an hour by metro to my house just to see me (I moved closer to him)

Should I let him make a move ask him out or wait , I am scared and have no idea what to do please help me <3