Positive pregnancy test but …..

Ja

So i got 4 positive pregnancy tests and going half on a baby with my boyfriend is cool i guess (that’s the only pro) but I’m about to move in June to a whole different city for a new career and his job is where he’ll be gone for 2 weeks and then back for 2 weeks. We’re both 23 and I’m torn between actually having this baby or aborting it tbh.

Last night he was supposed to call me so we could talk about it but he never did call me. (I can be dramatic at times) but I’m taking this as a lesson where if you can’t even make time to talk about potentially have a child imagine actually having one and i gotta have my baby waiting on a phone call from daddy that’s never gonna come. That’s a lot for me. Plus he dont even have a car right now. I’m seeing a whole bunch of negatives but can’t seem to find any positives to having this baby.