Undecided and guilty

Has anyone that exclusively pumped for their first baby due to baby not latching decided they have no desire to even try breastfeeding their second baby? I exclusively pumped for my daughter due to her not latching and being given poor advice from the hospital LCs for 7 months and at that point I had over 4000 oz frozen which got her to her first birthday. Since then I have had 3 losses and now I am pregnant and due in august and I really have no desire to even try breastfeeding this time but I feel guilty because my daughter got breastmilk for her whole first year.