Oh no

So I’m in love with my boyfriend, as expected when 2years into a relationship. And it’s great. I know he loves me back and he’s the most supportive, caring person in my life.

But our personalities and life plans aren’t all that compatible. Whenever I’m struggling with my mental health(as I am now), i get very apathetic. I completely disconnect from emotion. And when I’m like this, I look at that brightest, warmest part of my life and realize it’s a fire that I can’t control. Eventually it will melt or burn other things I’ve worked hard for unless I can control it or change its role. So either I continue on this path and compromise on my life plans and goals and identity for love’s sake, or we stop being a couple for my own.

It would be easier if I didn’t love his stupid, ignorant self. But I do anyway.