This is seriously happening! Husband may have gotten women pregnant

My husband of 4 years told me tonight he may have gotten a girl pregnant.

We have two kids together and have been together for 9 years! He is bawling and doesn’t know what to do. He regrets it all. I seriously had absolutely no idea he was cheating. Things between us were awesome….I asked who it was and I know the girl. She’s a bartender at a bar he goes to on Saturday nights and told me the exact day is happened and he says it was one time which I honestly don’t think I believe. He told me she needed a ride home and they ended up having sex in the truck. Like I don’t even get it!! He never cums inside me unless we’re trying for children and he does it with her!!! Like WTF! Im so hurt ladies. I finally calmed down a bit to type this as I am so fricken embarrassed. If she is pregnant, which I think she is, I am taking my kids and leaving town. We live in a small town so every one will know…. Why does this shit happen to me?! Im a good person and I don’t deserve this. My life is fricken ruined!

——-Too embarrassed to post publicly but this women message me on Facebook messenger and said it was one time and she took two pregnancy test and both are positive, and she’s only been with him in the two months so it’s for sure his. I’m so sick, I’ve been puking all night over this.

I’m not staying with him. Will be getting a divorce as soon as possible. He left to stay at his fathers house. I will have to sell our home and hobby farm, our home and farm the children absolutely love as neither of us can afford it on our own. I’m just so hurt, I don’t even know where to start. More hurt for my kids to have to go through this and break their hearts leaving a place they love. I’m also just so mad, I’ve never been this mad. How can people be this way? Whyyyy!!!!!