Gained weight

These past two years have been shit. Mentally and physically, my husband and I have went through a lot. Miscarriages, his father passing away unexpectedly, lawyers, bills, it’s always something. I broke my ankle 6 weeks ago, and decided to step on the scale. I felt physically like shit and looking back I use to weight 125, I’m 28 now. I now weigh 160 and I just cried. I cried because of life. I know I need to give myself a break due to everything has happened, but I let myself go. I know some people would roll their eyes at me, but I can’t help but feel like a lard. So I told my husband once my ankle heels enough I’m done. I need to get myself together. He constantly tells me how beautiful I am and he doesn’t care, but I need to do something!