Today’s the day..

Now I know I’m going to probably get bashed with negativity but I’ve been a smoker for 8 years I smoked a pack a day everyday until I got pregnant I instantly quit smoking when I found out and I succeeded until all the stress from a lot of things going on got to me to the point where I was sick and tired of everything.. so I started smoking again probably about 5 a day until I had my baby. I know not good but I felt as though I couldn’t do it at the time. Did I feel bad? yes. did I feel guilty? Yes and I still do every time I think about it. Thankfully my baby came out healthy and is a happy 15 month old. I know I am a good mother I love her with all my heart but I always second guess myself on being a good mom because I smoked while pregnant.. and I have officially decided today is the day I put all that behind me I threw away my almost full pack of cigarettes and lighters and have decided I am going to quit not only for me but for her to because I failed her once and I refuse to do it again. Some advice on how to make this an easy ride would be awesome!