Just need to vent

So I’m married, I had a miscarriage & then had problems conceiving, was on treatment & finally had my baby almost 4 months ago! Anyways ever since I had my baby & I’ve been clear to have sex with my husband he’s always tired & I know he works so hard & I’m a SAHM but honestly I feel like he isn’t attracted to me anymore. He states he loves me & love how I didn’t mind my body changing in order to have our baby, that’s what he says but not what I feel! We went from having sex everyday to now after baby barely 1-2 times a wk if I’m lucky enough! I hate feeling like this so insecure but him not having sex with me makes it worst! & it’s not just that but when he gets home he would be so focus on the farm & animals & then showers/eat & spend time with our baby but not with me like okay I get it that he gets tired & don’t want to have sex everyday anymore but not want to spend some time with me? I feel like we are worst than roomies we are almost strangers living together I guess? I hate it & I’ve talked to him multiple times but nothing has changed & honestly I feel like I deserve someone who’s willing to love me, someone who wants to make love to me still,someone that would want to spend TIME with me. Honestly I don’t think he had someone else but at this point I’m seriously thinking about filing for divorce. He hasn’t made any effort to change & I’m not willing to stay in a place where I don’t feel loved anymore. It sucks because all we have always wanted was a family together & we now have our precious baby & we are finally a family but I’m just so heartbroken. I feel like our baby deserves a family💔 but I also want to be happy & feel loved! I have no idea where to begin since I don’t work, I don’t have any savings, I don’t want to move back in with my parents since my sister & her family live there, idk if I could afford to live on my own with my baby honestly.