Ladies for the first time in almost two years I have to leave my 1 year old while I go do orientation for work. I had to drop her at her dads. I’m switching jobs I’ll be on nights which I love but have to do two 8-4 and one 7am-7pm this week then back to 3 nights a week and I’m like how will I get use to be away from my baby this long for 3 days. I know it sound crazy but I’ve literally haven’t been away this long from her and my heart feels heavy. I know she ok but geez I feel like it’s going to drag. Need to focus my mind on something else and remember it’s only a few hours and maybe she need the distance from me for a bit. Leaving at night is easy because I got to spend all day with her and only miss bed time 3 times a week. Worse part about switching jobs.