12 week scan

Im going for my 12 week scan tomorrow and I am super nervous. I have had multiple losses in the past but never made it this far yet. I dont even have any symptoms of pregnancy and never have so that just adds to the fear even though I know this can be normal.

I have had 2 scans previously, one NHS and one private. In the NHS scan, baby measured 7+4, and in the private one they measured 9+4 when I should have been 9+6 (they told me it could have just been a measuring inaccuracy). So tomorrow I'm hoping to see that baby is either 12+2 or 12+4.

I don't really have a point to this post other than to kind of vent. I know there's others who might feel the same as me. Fingers crossed for the best tomorrow 💖🤞🌈