Wish I was girly

I see these “insta-baddies” all the time and it makes me wish I was more girly and feminine. Problem is, I’m the most comfortable in just jeans and a t-shirt. But for years I’ve wanted to be more “girly” and I just can’t. I try to shop for clothes that are more like that but I’m so picky that I always end up choosing a black t-shirt. Idk, can anyone else relate?

I know social media is fake and I don’t want to “be” those girls. It’s just sometimes I wish I was the kind of girl who felt comfortable in those cute clothes with big curly hair and stuff like that. It makes me self-conscious that I’ve always dressed like more of a tomboy.