Thoughts??

So I’ve been slightly upset at my boyfriend for not wanting to have sex with me for about a month. I’ve been confused as to why not, of course he doesn’t have to have sex with me but when I would ask why (because we are very sexual people) he wouldn’t directly answer me but then would be like “oh you want to have sex? Ok fine” but I’m just like no because I feel like I’m forcing it. One night I take a shower, just smell really nice and oil up .. thinking he’s going to make his move and he doesn’t so the next morning I woke up before him and went to the couch on my iPad because I didn’t want to disturb him and he thought I was out there upset because we haven’t been having sex so he tells me to come in the room and just awkwardly but forcefully tried to bend me over and I’m like no reason being because I had to take him to work in literally 5 mins and I didn’t want quick sex after not having sex for so long. Another night he asks to get in the shower together and I’m like ok, I got up 10 mins later because I was dozing off so I’m getting up and as I’m peeing he’s telling me he’s about to get out after just getting in and at that point I was over it 100% because he takes LONG ass showers and of course we didn’t have sex that night. I wake up this morning and tell him if I wake up without having sex I’m gonna be upset now all of a sudden it’s I’ve been so mean to him these past few weeks and im so confused because we’ve literally been having the time of our lives, having fun and laughing so now I feel like that’s an excuse because why are you just now saying something if I’ve been “mean” for weeks .. Anytime I bring an issue to his attention it’s always my fault but he’s been going through something lately and I’ve made sure to be SUPER nice and supportive so I know for a fact I haven’t been mean. I’ve even tried masturbating but since I’ve gotten pregnant, I can’t pleasure myself at all.. I don’t get off by doing that and it sucks. I know I probably sound picky and he offered it but I wanted it to happen naturally because quick sex means he doesn’t take his time to pleasure me and penetration doesn’t stimulate me without foreplay first. Before you guys suggest, yes I’ve tried initiating sex because he always rejects me and if it’s one thing I hate it’s rejection .. even though I get rejected between us I still feel embarrassed and don’t initiate it anymore.