The Big O

Okay so… *breathes* I’m going to try and make this as short as I can.

I’m 25, and I’ve never orgasmed. Which to me is embarrassing because I’ve been with other people. I’ve masturbated and nothing seems to work. I feel like sometimes I am almost there but it’s a weird mental block. My new boyfriend that I’ve had for almost 5 months, is such a sweetheart. My first true healthy/normal relationship. When I told him I’ve never orgasmed he told me he wanted to change that. With consent of course and when I’m comfortable. So we’ve tried. And I never can. Once again, I feel like I get close and then it’s a mental block and I’m not sure why.

Last night was so embarrassing, I almost orgasmed and then I started crying. I got frustrated and I told him i’m sorry that I may not be able to do that. And he held me and told me he loved me anyway and he still had fun regardless and that stuff doesn’t matter to him 🥺💕

Anyway… is there anything I can do? It kind of just bothers me more than anything that I can’t seem to do the big o. Is that something I need to talk to a doctor about?