Am I wrong to want to hang out? Guise I haven't seen my boyfriend in a month and maybe more

We live 25 min away, but he says he's really overworked with school, church, family, holidays (mothers day) and part time work. I'm also busy with a full time job, studying for a promotional job exam, church, family and church services. We go to the same church but he never says hi to me except for once when he started to miss me this week. He says school is his priority right now, and I agree with him. It felt so weird talking to him because i havent seen him in person for so long. We would call or text but i just let him initiate because I got burnt out in trying so hard to hang out, call, text with little initiation from his part, that i kind of lost some attraction and gave up. I think I am losing more attraction to him because he is not able to spend time with me. I feel bad for asking him to hang out, so whenever I do, I take it back and say maybe we can hang out whenever your free, and if it means after your done with school (he's done in July), then it's okay. He told me he cant wait that long, so he's bound to hang out with me beforehand. Now he's feeling uneasy about us.

Am I wrong for feeling this way and wanting to hang out? What would you do?

I almost want to take a break for my sanity even though he's a really sweet guy and we both care about each other.