Not trying

We’ve been trying for over a year and last month had a miscarriage at 7 weeks. My health honestly hasnt been the greatest after a neck injury I received years ago (although I do very healthy things for myself) I think this has put a lot of stress on my body and I believe it’s effecting many things including my fertility. I’m making the decision to have several procedures done and really shouldn’t be pregnant during those.. so likely 8 months or more of NOT trying.. I feel like this TTC has become our LIFE and goal and I just feel so devestated to be giving up on that right now. We were so close. I’m afraid the option to have babies will be gone when I get back from this. Just freaking out and feeling heartbroken at the moment. If you’ve read this far, thanks for listening ❤️