Another possible miscarriage

So I started spotting early this morning. It really freaksd me out when I wiped and saw it. I stayed in bed for the most part today and drank extra water and tried to just relax. I know sometimes spotting is normal. I did have some in my first pregnancy with my son and the doctor made me go home and put my feet up and it stopped and he was fine until my cervix issue. It started early this morning and then stopped and went away. It has now started again but this time it's a little darker then it was before. Not bright red or anything but still darker.

I am praying and hoping this pregnancy progresses and is okay. I don't want to have another loss and I'm not sure I can handle it. I'm praying everything will be fine and this baby is healthy and will stay that way. Please send prayers, baby dust, good vibe or whatever else you believe in. I really need some hope right now!

I just don't understand why this keeps happening to me