Me and my boyfriend had sex even though we agreed to wait until marriage. Do these texts seem like he's gonna break up with me? Update
Plz don't judge me... I'm 16. My boyfriend is 16 almost 17 and we've been together for 2 years. We both met at church. On our one year anniversary he got us purity rings and said he knew he wanted to marry me and wanted us to wait for each other. We wore those purity rings like we were a married couple. He's always been great to me and I love him so much. But yesterday we were hanging out with friends who were smoking weed.... We don't smoke but we did try edibles and got really high. Idk why but getting high got us horny so we started making out and had sex. I expected the first time to be bad. I mean we are both virgins and it's supposed to hurt the first time. But it really didn't and it was kind of nice. I just did what he asked me to do and he did what I asked him to do. I've been feeling guilty about it and I know he has too. We have extremely religious parents. Mine said if they found out I was having sex before marriage they would burn all my stuff. They did that to my brother so they aren't joking. I spoke to my boyfriend today and maybe I'm paranoid but I'm scared he wants to leave me.



Edit: We used a condom when we had sex. We got one from one of our friends there because everyone was being sexual
Edit 2: Kiki is his step mom. She's the coolest most down to earth person I've met and is able to gwlp him when he's emotional
Update: We talked in person. He felt better after talking to his step mom. We talked it out and he again said he's just tired of always being seen as a disappointment to his mom and being compared to his sister. But he did say he enjoyed sex with me. I told him the sooner he stops caring what his mom thinks the sooner she stops critizing him because she knows its not getting to him. We don't know of we will have sex again before marriage. We are kinda just gonna continue our relationship and whatever happens, happens.
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