How do I begin my journey in paganism?

I've always been interested in all things pagan/witchcraft etc. I am originally from Latvia which is pretty much still a pagan county, the summer solstice is bigger than Christmas there, but I feel like the meaning of it has been lost overtime even though most traditions are still followed. My family still celebrate it every single year with other Latvian families in the city with traditions.

Problem is, I don't speak my mother tongue anymore, we moved when I was a young child and made to speak English to help my family learn it as I do. I have asked my mother if she knows anything, she doesn't, but has told me stories about my grandmother communicating with the other side.

So here I am, asking you all for help. How can I get into paganism? Any books you recommend, websites or YouTube channels? Are there different types of pagans? My instincts pull me to nature, I feel like it speaks to me even when doing something as simple as sitting in my garden, but I don't know what to do with the energy if that makes sense, am I supposed to do something?

This has always been at the back of my mind and I feel like I am now drained and/or depressed, like I'm not where I should be and that I'm missing something, maybe this is my answer. Any help or advice will be greatly appreciated ❤️