Due start feb anxious

Hey, tentatively joining the group am just over 6 weeks, have a horrendous obstetrics history, a stillbirth at 39 weeks, late miscarriage at 16 weeks, chemical, rainbow 🌈 who is 21 months ❤️❤️, an ruptured ectopic and 2 miscarriage ..

So am anxious.. i had a scan on Friday 5 weeks 5 days spot on where i should be, saw the gestational sac and yoke sac starting, consultant’s happy, started on my blood thinners and progesterone, bur am still anxious..

My symptoms seem to eb and flow… anyone else the same?