It’s so hard sometimes

Idk if it’s cause I’m on my period and it makes me emotional or what but I started crying after using the restroom somewhere. I just got in the car after (we were leaving) and started crying. We already have one daughter and I’m grateful but it took eight months and I was just so upset cause I want a baby so bad, I love being a mom. Of course he hugged me and told me we will have our positive when the time is right and he was supportive but it’s hard. I see people who don’t even care to have their kid and I can’t even have one when I would give anything… and I know that sounds terrible but it’s how I was feeling. Sorry for the venting I’m just upset and they make it seem so easy to get pregnant…