Failure

The ache in my heart is unbelievable. I had been attending online courses through a local university. Today I got a email stating I have been dropped by courses due to inactivity.

I feel awful because I thought I could do it all, I thought I could do 2 jobs and full time school.

I understand that it’s my own fault, I know it is. I just wish I finished.. I keep watching videos of my kids and I know I failed them and it HURTS.