My health anxiety

My biggest fear this pregnancy (unexpected pregnancy) is death during or after childbirth. I fear leaving my babies.. I’ve had two healthy deliveries/children and for some reason can’t shake this feeling. I feel sick just thinking about it and I already know I’m going to be a wreck during and after having the baby 😒 I don’t know what to do.

I need some reassurance. Good news is my husband got a vasectomy so thankfully I don’t have to kill myself with panic anymore after this one.