first pregnancy

i imagine it’s common for first pregnancy, but i am so terrified. so many what if’s. the anxiety is hitting hard. i’m not even sure i wanted a baby but now i need to start preparing. we just got married 3 months ago (he’s military so we married young, he’s 21 and i’m 19). known each other for 4 years and we’re each other’s best friend. i have the best support system ever but my anxiety is really getting the best of me. i just found out 2 days ago and i’ve taken tests from 3 different brands already just because i want to be in denial. do you ladies have any advice for me? xx