Friendships/ relationships

I've been dealing with this feeling that my friend lets herself and her boyfriend get in between mine and her friendship.. I drove 8 hours to come hang out with her and she doesn't seem to appreciate it, she always wants to be near her boyfriend or always relying on him. Yet I came here to be with her or with them but it's hard to do anything girls would do to hang out when there is a boyfriend. All women act different when their man is around. (Not in a bad way) but I even seen a change when he went to work tonight and she definitely opened up and wanted to actually talk and have a conversation with me. But when he's around it's like I don't matter anymore.. and it sucks even more because I know they are in a happy relationship and I'm struggling with mine... Idk if I need any answer or any advice but maybe just someone to listen 😓

Edit: it's not like I'm jealous// but I do miss or want a relationship for myself.. something better and idk if that's what's breaking me, or if it's that she won't relate to me when we could do some things together just me n her and she won't or she second guesses.. it's hard to relate to her when sometimes I want to talk about silly men stuff but I know she's in a committed relationship and we aren't teenagers anymore. #gossip somethings I would like to talk about I hold back because I don't feel like she wants to talk about it even though it's when we were younger we talked about (even not boys)