I feel gross

My bf told me right after a bj that “no one has ever been able to make me do that.” And I just felt really weird about it. Then as we were cleaning off, he said, “are you going to let me do anal at some point right?” And I have issues with using the bathroom and everything especially worsened since being pregnant. Then he squeezed my boobs and I said something in regards to milk, and he said “that’s not as hot as it sounds”

My late husband always thought it was hot, so when he said that I just felt disgusting about myself.

He also mentioned anal and said the other morning that “back yard doggy is the best doggy” and we’ve never done anal. I literally just want out of this relationship. He rarely does anything for me.

How do I go about moving out?