It's late night and I'm exhausted and sad..

Because a bit earlier my daughter pooped while I was feeding her formula and I didnt think much of it but went to change it when she was done eating.

To my surprise I find that most of it was blood.

And now I'm home on my couch again, waiting for the morning so I can call the doctor and I'm exhausted and I'm heartbroken and I just don't want her to be in pain 😭

I'm trying to tell myself it might be because of the diarrhea she's had, but I'm not sure it is. And she's already on a formula that's supposedly good for the stomach. I don't know how I'm gonna deal with this is she's allergic 😩

Edit: I'm not from the US. So can't just go to the ER. If I called to see an emergency doctor, they would tell me to call my doctor tomorrow morning anyway. And if my doctor doesn't know what to do or is unsure about something, they'll refer me to children's unit in the hospital. It's not life threatening or an emergency, so I can't go to the ER.