Boyfriend thinks abortion is best.

I had a really bad pregnancy with my first son. I have very bad preeclampsia but I had an IUD in place that was the cause of all the issues. Fast forward 3 years later and I’m now 6 weeks pregnant. My boyfriend has told me for the past week since we found out that he supports whatever decision I make as long as my health isn’t compromised or I’m not at risk. So I figured ok let’s see what the doctor says and we will go from there. Well I got an appointment for next week and I told him and his reply was “do you really want to go through with this, I don’t think we’re ready for a second child” and I said I don’t know. So now I’m lost. I thought we were going to go through with it but now he’s got my mind running and making me think we aren’t ready. I can’t help but be sad because I do want another child but realistically we aren’t ready. I’m just scared to go through with an abortion. I’m just so lost and confused. Like it’s both of our decisions not just mine so now I’m having anxiety.