Jealously

I don’t mean this post in a bad way, but I get jealous how my grandma gets to spend more time with my son then I do.

I am grateful for her being able to watch him. I really do appreciate it. If it wasn’t for her, I wouldn’t be able to work or go to school to provide for my son.

It just hurts when I think about it. I get upset and jealous because I’m losing such precious time with him because I have work/school. Most of the time when I get home, he wants to go to sleep because it’s so late.

There are times where he chooses to be with my grandma instead of me, which breaks my heart. I just want to be able to spend more time with my baby boy.