Tomorrow

I'm leaving tomorrow. Its going to be the hardest thing I've ever done.

Im done with the abuse. Just because he doesn't hit me doesn't mean this is a healthy place to be. Making fun of my ptsd reactions, using me until a fall out of remission, lying to me constantly, and with that all I now have a sore down there and I don't know if its part of my condition... or because of HIM.

I'll play nice today. I'll not give him a reason to think I'm never coming back.

He knows I'm leaving. He just thinks its for an extended visit.