Another baby after having a nicu baby

I am finally in the third trimester and as labor gets closer I am thinking of things that I want to happen during labor and after birth. My first baby had to go into the nicu for a week and some of birth plan didn’t get to happen. This time around I am hoping I can actually have my birth plan but I am also more anxious I guess you can say. Like I want my son to stay in my room the entire time if it possible.

Did having a nicu baby make you want to go with the flow more or did it make you want to stick to birth plan more?