Anxiety is creeping in 😬

To my surprise my OB went ahead and scheduled my C-section today!

Date is set for November 25th at 39 weeks..

😊❤️

This is my third c section.. so I shouldn’t be anxious but sitting in that scheduling room today and making everything final was very overwhelming.. I was fighting back the tears and squeezing my hands trying my best not to lose it 😆

I completely lost all control of my emotions the minute I sat on the OR table of my 2nd c section… cried and dry heaved for a solid 15 minutes and embarrassed myself.

So since I ALMOST did that in the scheduling room of my OBs office today.. There’s probably no avoiding a meltdown when it comes time for #3.

Does anybody else that has planned C-sections uncontrollably cry when you step into the OR or just me ?🤣