I think my marriage is over ..

I don’t really have any emotion towards it. I fought for so long when he never cared. Never there when I need him. Can’t trust him with our children ever. Terrible with money when he’s the one who works. Doesn’t care about his well-being. He had internal damage from drinking, they advised him to stop for 4 months. He never listened and is in pain again. I feel like I lost all feelings. Like I love him as a person and father of my children but not in love with him. We haven’t had a date in 8 months. We haven’t had sex in 4 months. I sleep in the baby’s room. I stay at home and enjoy it. He works and does whatever he wants really. Sometimes (lately) he’s been trying to put in a load of laundry or do dishes and expects me to be happy with him but I’m not. He gets mad at me for having no emotions and being silent around him. I really don’t have much to say. I stopped fighting over things I can’t control anymore. He always makes broken promises. I think I need counseling for all the damage he’s out me through, but when it comes down to it I feel content in my own ways. We just feel like housemates but when he’s around I’m so tense and it’s awkward. I hate to break up the family and I’m sorta lost with no income. Any advise?