I really need support right now

Hi I know this is a late post but I just need some support from you guys I know we all don’t know each other but I could just use some support to help me.

I’m only 19 but I have struggled with depression for years even tried to attempt …… a few times but a few minutes ago I really just almost tried again. I have been at my lowest for a while now but it’s worst I feel so miserable. I work and just be in school that’s about it. I don’t really want to be in school but kinda have to be in school since my mom wants me to be in it but it makes me so miserable.

What’s worse is I had a head injury at work one day (sorta small injury) but it turned into me having a “post concussion” and I feel like ever since it happened it changed me (happens like 4 months ago)

Idk what I have but I feel like health aniexty , I’m always worried that something is wrong with me or anything like for example im sure you guys can see my other posts.

It makes me so miserable because I don’t think like how I used to and when I try to tell people about my paranoid or the health aniexty I know they get tired of me asking “am I okay” I just feel like a burden to everyone .

It feels like I have nobody and I don’t know what to do . I just wanna be completely happy :(

I know someone is gonna mention about talking to the suicide hotline I tried a long time ago and there was a long line of ppl in front of me I gave up.

Didn’t mean to make this post long sorry