Is this normal in 3rd trimester ?

I’m due next month. I feel like I want to do #2 and when I go there’s nothing coming. I feel like if I don’t go I might just mess on myself… that’s how intense it feels. I ended up pushing a bit this morning and my hemorrhoid came out so now I decided to just avoid the feeling. The next thing that’s happening is that my vagina is hurting me when I move certain positions in bed. It feels like a very tough stabbing pain. It sometimes feel like she’s in my vulva. The feeling of wanting to do #2 is also very constant. Sometimes even lifting my legs to sit on my bed makes my vagina hurt