World's collapsing

I started to feel tired and I felt like I had to stop what I was doing to take a nap and I noticed my armpits reeked and I had b.o. and I tried everything to get rid of it and I wrote on here what causes body odor that doesn't wash off and wrote in to check kidney and liver and I told my doctor and we were surprised my liver is in danger the liver is so important and I'm just feeling like I don't know what to do I have to start eating healthy but I feel like it's impossible I stress eat I'm living with my parents I'm looking for a job no one called back I'm looking for school my parents told me to throw away all my old stuff because it's too much stuff and it's hard to toss out everything I'm like I have to get a job I have to throw away all these papers and donate clothes I have to look how to get a car and I'm like it's too much you know when you climb up a hill or mountain and you lie down afterwards to take a breath mentally this is like I'm at the bottom of a mountain and the only way out is to climb up the mountain and I'm trying but it's so hard what motivates you to get up and do everything you have to do?