Having Faith…

This mommy thing is definitely not easy… Growing up I always babysit my cousins. I wouldn’t even say babysit. I always had them, spent time with them etc. After, their parents ( My cousin’s) would come get them. It felt easy because they weren’t mine, I could say come get your child. Now, I have my own. A son. I can’t call his parents to come get him, me and his dad are the parents. I watch the mother’s in my family with their kids. I’ve seen them cry, angry, stressed, depressed . I couldn’t understand it until now. It’s hard, and everyday I want to cry. Don’t get me wrong I have support but everyone has a life, job, kids and goals they’re trying to reach. On top of me not wanting everyone watching my child because he’s mine. It’s no one’s responsibility but me and his dad’s. I don’t like asking for help. I just try to manage to do everything on my own.

Moral of the story:

To the mommy’s out there, keep going. Don’t give up. 🫶🏽

-Maybe I should take my own advice.

I’m here for anyone who needs to vent. We can vent together ! 💕