Ttc for 5 years

So me and my partner have been ttc for 5 years now. We’re about to start our 5th cycle of clomid and over the last few months a few of my friends have announced their pregnancies. I just feel kinda burnt out like I’m trying to be happy for my friends but it just hurts so much to see them accidentally get pregnant when we’ve been trying for so long. I just don’t know what to do anymore we want this so bad but seeing bfn after bfn each month is so draining. Any advice is appreciated ❤️