Ttc baby #3

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I've been trying for baby #3 for awhile now. I suffered a miscarriage in July, and since then I havent been able to get pregnant. I thought it would be my month when I saw a faint line on a pregnancy test, I now assume it was a chemical pregnancy. I have felt just so defeated. I hate my body. Ever since my miscarriage its like my body doesn't know what to do anymore. I've been off of birth control for a year now and usually I am very fertile. My periods have always been regular. I get so upset every time I get my period, its like a emotional roller coaster. I don't use ovulation tests, I never have just cause I've never had a problem getting pregnant. I guess I just needed a place to rant and express my feelings. But I feel for anyone trying to get pregnant rn, its rough. 😞 I wish baby dust for you all 💕