My husband has such a bad temper he goes from 0-100 real quick never seen the bad in the beginning till after we was marrieds he’s manipulative and a narcissist I won’t make excuses but I have my flaws too.! Some times I won’t shut up cuz I hate fighting I want to get to the bottom and I sure won’t shut up if u tell me and or u disrespectful to me.! Ok so I have to work on being quiet I guess but still my husband can cut so deep I have learnt to ignore shit cuz he will say fucked up shit to try and hurt me or get reaction but last night icing on cake.! I sound stupid to even ask would u try work it out.!

Last night he wished me dead while I’m losing our child. No one ever said some shit like that to me before he suppose to be my husband there no excuse he is being so heartless and bitter stayed out all night then five am says he wants to work on him asked us to try marriage counseling so I can work on me too.! Idk I want to walk away I deserve so much better but do u walk away before marriage counseling or try it do u think he can change idk who he is Any more.

Everyone sees who he really is now and it’s hard to get away from him he acts like he loves me but I don’t believe it no more . It took him to wish death upon me for him to see he needs we need help.! It’s a dead end marriage.! Yet my stupid ass sits here because I’m to scared to leave I feel so worthless I can’t be good enough for myself my unborn my husband and I’m just that bad of a person.! That he wish death like I’m just mine blown 😒 maybe he be happier then