Over it

I’m tired of working myself into the ground while my boyfriend do the bare minimum. I asked him could he come up with 800 so we could move. And he couldn’t do that I paid the app fee,admin fee plus the deposit for the lights. And I paid my mom in advance for staying there plus the 2000 to come up with for the new apartment. I need a cigarette and I don’t even smoke I’m thinking about breaking it off and just coparent this isn’t the first time he did this. I’m always working like a slave while he do the bare minimum.