Abuse?

I’m so shaken up . Me and my boyfriend have been together 3 years going on 4 , I recently had a baby with him and I put on 35 extra pounds with her. He knows even before being pregnant I was sensitive about my weight . But Before I got pregnant he would say little things like “stfu bitch or such yo stupid ass up” Or something along those lines … literally 5 mins ago after putting her down i come into the living room he’s sleep and I guess i woke him up and I have resting bitch face and he act like he don’t know that and he said . “Do you have a problem ?” And I’m like no, and he was like” get out of my face get out of the room I don’t want to see you in here” I literally walked in the room. So I asked what did I do … “ I’m tired of you acting like your shit don’t stank you ungrateful bitch. Get yo fat ass outta my face” I mean screaming he wakes the baby I leave and check on her and she doesn’t stop crying in time and he comes in and throws a pack of wipes at my face and I’m so shook I don’t even know what to do.. she’s only 10 months and I’m a stay at home mom so I feel so trapped . ( side note I do have a job but doesn’t start until the middle of Jan) . I feel sick to my stomach is it bad to stay until I get my first check to let it blow iver and use him until I can get tf on . No I don’t have family that we can stay with . Unfortunately he’s made it to where my family no longer wants me around .

He’s had episodes before where he’ll just hurt my feelings with words but he’s never thrown something to hurt me . I’m . Idek .